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he and I had something beautiful  but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last  I loved him so but I let him go  'cause I knew he'd never love me back   such pain as this  shouldn't have to be experienced  I'm still reeling from the loss,  still a little bit delirious   near to you, I am healing  but it's taking so long  'cause though he's gone  and you are wonderful  it's hard to move on  yet, I'm better near to you.   you and I have something different  and I'm enjoying it cautiously  I'm battle scarred,  but I am working oh so hard  to get back to who I used to be   he's disappearing, fading steadily  well, I'm so close to being yours,  won’t you stay with me, please   near to you, I am healing  but it's taking so long  'cause though he's gone  and you are wonderful  it’s hard to move on  yet, I'm better near to you   I only know that  I am better where you are  I only know that  I am better where you are  I only know that I belong  where you are   near to you, I am healing  but it's taking so long  'cause though he's gone  and you are wonderful  it’s hard to move on  yet, I'm better near to you 

{near to you. a fine frenzy.}