blue and red

well technically it is now sunday but i'm here to report on how fun my saturday was. 

started out sleeping in until 9. worked from 10-3. played softball. ate in n out burger. 

ate lots of otter pops. played croquet with friends. played on longboards. 

and then sat on a curb outside my house talking with friends 

until the wee hours of the morning. 

summer is officially beginning.

**

it's funny to me how things change. my views, my thoughts, my gut feelings.

as far as feelings go, i can't control those.

but in this case, i have to.

{but i don't want to.}

the color of my heart keeps changing, and it is exhausting.

**

one more thing: i chopped my hair, and put big chunks of blonde in...and i am in love.

i feel a little bit more free everyday. 

i have fun and i like who i am.