i think my wipers are broken

i'm feeling a little blurred today.

everything has been pretty much chipper; i have amazing friends

i've met so many new people that help keep me busy

i'm doing everything i think i should be doing

work and school fill my days

and yet...

will i ever forget?

i realized it is much easier to forget about the things that i truly battle with everyday

then the night comes and my mind is flooded

i still can't grasp the whole idea yet, it still is not real

all those ridiculous songs are true

everywhere you go, everything you see, every mile is a memory

i cant complain

my halfsie is awesome and takes good care of me, even from that far away

i cant wait for the end of summer and a sweet road trip

but it's going to be okay.

while i may never have the 'same', i know i will have something great.

something real. something true.

and it will be enough.